remember this?
well I handed it in last week for mid-semester assessment. I also handed in the first bag, some designs I had done and my visual diary.
Got to class today and the lecturer, Ross, says it's not ready to be picked up. I was slightly frantic about that because I have felt someone stilted without my diary to work in this past week, so he says to come back at 3pm and he'll get it marked for me.
So I went back at 3pm and he says "sit down", which I thought can't mean much good!!
Then he tells me that he didn't really like the first bag. OK, I thought - although I worked for 3 days on it, I kinda thought it was a bit ugly myself the more I looked at it. No shocks there, Ross has never really been a fan of my art anyway so I can cope with that.
But then he pulls out the rabbit....
The little bag? He absolutely LOVED it. He wants to see more of them. He loves the rough work on it - the fact that it is bad but so good. It's edgy yet delicate. He loves the development work I have put in. He loves the designs I have painted with gouache. He wants to see more. Then he says "where have you been hiding this inner designer?" which I stumbled over - I was in shock by this stage. You have to understand - I like Ross and I get on well with him, but I came to accept quite early on that he hates my art work. So to have him not only praise it, but almost GUSH over what I have done so far, was a little more than I could take.
Then the pinnacle... he is giving me a HD (high distinction) for my mid semester assessment. This lecturer doesn't give HD's to anyone - I've heard of one in the 3 years I've been doing this course and that particular artist deserved it. I almost DIED on the spot! Then he says "you know, I thought perhaps your best in this course would come from art history because of your ability to write, but I underestimated you - you're a designer and a good one no less".
If I said I am over the moon I would be grossly understating things - this is a BIG achievement for me personally and from someone who is so hard to impress - it has blown my mind. I am on cloud 1099!!
Now it's back to work!!